Autosexual

I masturbate a lot. There have been times when I masturbated at least twice a day for weeks at a time. The first time I had sex with a woman was when I was 26 years old. By that time, I had already been masturbating for about 10 years. I enjoyed the sex I had with the woman, but I came quickly and my orgasm wasn't as good as it was when I masturbated.  I think maybe I'm an autosexual.  Here's a definition from Urban Dictionary

sexual orientation toward oneself; that is, preferring self-gratification over other forms of sexual activity. Often occurs as a result of numerous failed attempts at interpersonal relationships, leading the individual to make a conscious choice to become autosexual rather than face disappointment and frustration yet again.

In one respect the feminists are right about pornography. Pornography has caused me to have unrealistic expectations of women. I do enjoy the company of a lovely woman, but to me the payoff isn't worth the amount of work required.

I'm just glad there are photographers and women who work together to produce images like this one:

http://www.myspace.com/natashatagai

Natasha Tagai also known as Megan Shaw and Mandy Michaels